Firstly, lemme talk to you guys about 24th October 09, the day that i hated and loved most.

I cancelled my guitar lesson. I dressed up soo nicely (barely did that). RAAAANNNN all the way to Plaza Singapura (not taking part in a race. There's MRT). Had to SQUEEEZZZEE through the crowd that will NEVER move. And got SQUAAAASSSHHED in the crowd. And the whole event was cancelled. I took fricking effort to get there and the event was cancelled. I didn't get to see Lee Min Ho. Soo fustrating. Their token of appreciation? A box of damn cotton pads that EVERYONE already has at home. I'm soo pissed off. 

Since the new Etude House outlet was open at ION Orchard, organise it there! We all already know that the entrance to Etude House at PS is soo tiny. People were crowding around the entrance, that is why the whole event was cancelled. I even missed the chance to win tickets to the party.

If they insist on having the even at PS, they should mark some lines to restrict fans from crossing and let him enter. I'm really going to explode now.

But imma going to watch the interview later. 

And i also realised that he has the best smile that i have EVER seen. Although he smokes, i silently support him to kick that bad habit. 

____________________________________________________________________

Anyways, i'm still worried about my exam results. My heart kept pumping furiously. Afraid.

English- Easy. I was clueless at 2 questions

Math- QUITE easy. The very last 5-mark question made me go bonkers. I used all three methods (Model, ratio and guess and check). I finished all my correction tape.

Science- AHHH! Mdm Quah's gonna chop of all my body parts. But it is quite okay.

Chinese- Quite okay. The second comphrehension left me in great stress.

Still afraid. I heard that Mrs Lee is coming back on 9 Nov 09!! And something that happened today left 5 Faith happy filled with evil thoughts.

Today was one of the most fun school days ever. After recess, Ms Tan brought us to KARAOKE!! Since Mrs Lee left, we NEVER had one period of it. We miss it soo much. Literally, we were acting like drunkards. Some girls even pulled Ms Tan down and she DANCED and SANG!! Ms Tan loves 5 Faith!! But the second period of karaoke wasn't fun AT ALL. Mdm Quah scolded us CONTINUOUSLY and restricted us from having fun or even open our mouths to talk. Got soo fustrated.

I'm gonna use my Macbook until i drop dead.

BYE!!

For all of Mdm Quah's periods, i was literally in front of the damn visualiser screen copying down Science answers. Freaking irritated by her wayyyy too cursive handwriting.

I WAS suppose to go to Math extra lessons but Ms Tan said that infocomm girls MUST go to infocomm practice. Super dissapointed. I stared in front of the computer screen for 1 and a half hour for the damn photoshop poster that Miss Aidah was rushing us with. But i finished fast and i still wanna edit it. Its awful. And am i the only person who joined infocomm cause i love it? People just join cause they have nothing other to join. I joined with confidence in loving it. I even self-learned. People just join, participate and the end.

I've got nothing to blog about. I have the worst eye circles now in all of my 11 years. I've been fiddling and downloading free apps from my Dad's iPhone 3G while in bed. Cause i can't fall asleep. My dad's gonna kill me cause i've downloaded free apps worth more than a page. I can't even wait for his iPhone 3GS to be delivered.

Bye!!

I'm stuck and i need a solution.

Just a short lil' post before i go do something else. I finally have some free time. There will be holidays for the whole entire week next week. Don't think that its like the September holidays. I'm going out to buy more study guides and stack up on a few gossip girl books this Saturday. And then mug and cram from Monday to Friday, before the fricking exams start. I desperately wanna go to 6 Faith. ;)
I'll go onto another topic. There is a Blogskins thread saying that Miley Cyrus has a changed attitude. And she really does. First, she shakes her booty in a music video. Second, she pole dances during Teen Choice Awards. Third, her father is in the audience and her family doesn't mind! Her sister, Noah Cyrus, goes clubbing in Teen Choice Awards pre-party. Their family is in a mess. I have no idea what will happen to Miley when she turns 18. Maybe even worse. Miley Cyrus fans, don't flame me. I have the right to say valid reasons and facts. I don't hate her, I don't like her. I only hear her songs and yeah, sometimes, some of her songs annoys me. And she's trying too hard to be matured. In the Party In The USA music video, she wears a PUSH-UP BRA. I was like, "OMG! She's 16 and she's trying to be 21." Some of her videos if her young    
She's on the fricking ice cream kart. Its balancing but there are pole dancing moves. And "moving my hips like yeah". She's too young to move that hips. The "YEEEEAAAAAHHH, its a party in the USA", the yeah annoys me.
Something's really wrong with her family.
Young, spoilt and way too glamarous with those clothing.

Relaxation is needed. I'm awaiting for freedom. Can't wait for 30th October. 

My brain is exploding. It is on full load and nothing more can go in. I try soo hard. I'm too tired. I haven't been smiling lately. Fake giggles and laughs are for the sake of cheering people up. I cried umpteen times and dreaded the days. I even fell asleep halfway doing things. No matter where i am, tears will still roll down my cheeks. Sleepless nights. I just think too much.

I'm far from perfect. I'm 100% worst than imperfect. I just think that sometimes, life is just not worth living. But i'll have to treasure every single moment that i have with me.

To-do list:

-Pack my room.

-Buy study guides.

-Study

-Mug real hard

-Finish my own craft projects.

-Try hard to tackle guitar and study.

-Stop crying and start smiling (seems impossible)

-Try to sleep soundly.

I have things that seem too hard to accomplish. For me. I have been a bad guitarist lately. I don't know how to tackle my studies and guitar. So i put study as my first priority and just go to the books. My guitar skills are fading away. I only touch my guitar during guitar lessons and go clueless at the song book. Someone just tell me how to handle this. My life is in a total mess. Not many people care. But at least i self-learned how to strum. But it went to waste. My dreams of a guitarist had already faded away. I'm having writer's block. I'm running out of ideas for everything. My sketchbook lacks sketches. My song book lacks written songs. My essay notebook lacks essays. My ideas book lacks ideas. I need to study. I NEED. I know i'm a sadist and i'll always be one.

I didn't celebrate Mid-Autumn festival cause i don't have that interest now. Having a box of moon cakes in the kitchen is already satisfactory. One moon cake will also do the job.

_________________

I'm PISSED OFF.

At everything.

My temper is rising and i can't take it anymore.

I'm pissed off that every single day and at every second of the day, a crazy old woman downstairs my house is always smoking outside the window. I'm sick of smelling second hand smoke at every little millimeter in my house! I close the windows and the smoke is still inside my house. Today, i banged the window, hoping for her to hear it. And i sprayed cold water downstairs. I hope that she has received the water. If she pisses me off, i'm gonna make her even more pissed off. If you were me, you will probaly explode into flames. She is the most inconsiderate and crazy person i've ever experienced in my whole entire life.

Before i was born, my Grandma had already lived here. The crazy woman too. My Grandma told me that she came up to our house umpteen times complaining that we were drying our clothes on the bamboo poles and the water dripped to theirs! And we obviously didn't have anything outside the window. And we live on the top floor. And my Grandma told me that she came up to us saying that we rented the house to foreign hooligans. Our house was NEVER rented. From the day my Grandma moved in, she has NEVER rented this house to anybody. That crazy hooligan once cursed another person with a huge knife in Toa Payoh. And she was obviously at fault. Luckily, the woman survived and is still living there. And she came up millions of times complaining that the air condition is leaking water down to their house. WE DIDN'T EVEN TURN ON THE AIR CONDITIONER!! I don't mind saying vulgar words at her. Cause she deserves it. I wish she gets arrested or fined or warned for inconsideration. Police officers and HDB people, feel free to question me about that crazy hooligan that i wish she would be experiencing what happened in Drag Me To Hell movie. I would be soo happy if that happened.

___________________________________

I'm pissed off, at Stabilo pens. I know that is retarded but i got a freaking huge blister on my fourth finger and its still there!! I used their newest LeftRight pen. I just bought it yesterday. I chose the one at the farthest to the back and now, it ran out of ink. I was exploding so i slapped the pen soo hard on the table that the cap flew to the top of my desk. And the top which i mean a few inches to the ceiling. I scribbled like hell, i slapped it like hell but to no avail, the pen is still a pisser off. No pen in this universe has been obedient to me. Its just naughty and runs out of ink even when the ink barrel is full. Correction tapes are also naughty to me.

____________________________________

I've gotta go cause i wanna go. I blogged for more than half and hour.

Bye.

UPDATEEEES!!

Children's Day celebration!! I came with a white shirt, black vest and black pants. But once i stepped into school, I SEE A ZILLION DUPLICATES!! C'mon, are vests that popular?! One P6 actually wore the exact same outfit as me and i know her. I looked away and went to do some charity work. Ya know... Did the normal assembly drills and went up to class. Our Social Studies teacher gave us sweets only. But she gave us some IQ questions. My IQ is worth average but i was 0_0.  Then we did a skit blah blah blah. Yay! Ms Tan came in. To be honest, her dress doesn't match her mini jacket. She gave us super cute sharpeners that i'll never use cause i'll be admiring it instead of using it. Then, Ms Tan distributed gifts from Mrs Lee!! Her gifts are my number one favourite! She gave us stress buns. And it smelt exactly like buns!! With cute expressions on it. I envy Fanggie. She went to look for Mrs Lee yesterday to take the pressies. But Mrs Lee didn't show up yesterday :(. But i now know why she has been offline for soo long!! Then recess. I didn't eat. I only drank my favourite fruit punch. After recess, we went to the hall. CCPS Superstar competition!! YAY! Pervin got into Top 3! Congrats!! 5 Faith has shown many evidence of us being the best class in the universe.

My other presents...

- Mug with spoon from Mdm Quah (Thanks!)

- A touching letter with two cute bumblebee clothespin from Chinese Teacher ( 愛 ）

____________________________________________________________________

Someone just entertain me!!

Ciaos!

Firstly, lemme talk to you guys about 24th October 09, the day that i hated and loved most.

I cancelled my guitar lesson. I dressed up soo nicely (barely did that). RAAAANNNN all the way to Plaza Singapura (not taking part in a race. There's MRT). Had to SQUEEEZZZEE through the crowd that will NEVER move. And got SQUAAAASSSHHED in the crowd. And the whole event was cancelled. I took fricking effort to get there and the event was cancelled. I didn't get to see Lee Min Ho. Soo fustrating. Their token of appreciation? A box of damn cotton pads that EVERYONE already has at home. I'm soo pissed off. 

Since the new Etude House outlet was open at ION Orchard, organise it there! We all already know that the entrance to Etude House at PS is soo tiny. People were crowding around the entrance, that is why the whole event was cancelled. I even missed the chance to win tickets to the party.

If they insist on having the even at PS, they should mark some lines to restrict fans from crossing and let him enter. I'm really going to explode now.

But imma going to watch the interview later. 

And i also realised that he has the best smile that i have EVER seen. Although he smokes, i silently support him to kick that bad habit. 

____________________________________________________________________

Anyways, i'm still worried about my exam results. My heart kept pumping furiously. Afraid.

English- Easy. I was clueless at 2 questions

Math- QUITE easy. The very last 5-mark question made me go bonkers. I used all three methods (Model, ratio and guess and check). I finished all my correction tape.

Science- AHHH! Mdm Quah's gonna chop of all my body parts. But it is quite okay.

Chinese- Quite okay. The second comphrehension left me in great stress.

Still afraid. I heard that Mrs Lee is coming back on 9 Nov 09!! And something that happened today left 5 Faith happy filled with evil thoughts.

Today was one of the most fun school days ever. After recess, Ms Tan brought us to KARAOKE!! Since Mrs Lee left, we NEVER had one period of it. We miss it soo much. Literally, we were acting like drunkards. Some girls even pulled Ms Tan down and she DANCED and SANG!! Ms Tan loves 5 Faith!! But the second period of karaoke wasn't fun AT ALL. Mdm Quah scolded us CONTINUOUSLY and restricted us from having fun or even open our mouths to talk. Got soo fustrated.

I'm gonna use my Macbook until i drop dead.

BYE!!

For all of Mdm Quah's periods, i was literally in front of the damn visualiser screen copying down Science answers. Freaking irritated by her wayyyy too cursive handwriting.

I WAS suppose to go to Math extra lessons but Ms Tan said that infocomm girls MUST go to infocomm practice. Super dissapointed. I stared in front of the computer screen for 1 and a half hour for the damn photoshop poster that Miss Aidah was rushing us with. But i finished fast and i still wanna edit it. Its awful. And am i the only person who joined infocomm cause i love it? People just join cause they have nothing other to join. I joined with confidence in loving it. I even self-learned. People just join, participate and the end.

I've got nothing to blog about. I have the worst eye circles now in all of my 11 years. I've been fiddling and downloading free apps from my Dad's iPhone 3G while in bed. Cause i can't fall asleep. My dad's gonna kill me cause i've downloaded free apps worth more than a page. I can't even wait for his iPhone 3GS to be delivered.

Bye!!

I'm stuck and i need a solution.

Just a short lil' post before i go do something else. I finally have some free time. There will be holidays for the whole entire week next week. Don't think that its like the September holidays. I'm going out to buy more study guides and stack up on a few gossip girl books this Saturday. And then mug and cram from Monday to Friday, before the fricking exams start. I desperately wanna go to 6 Faith. ;)
I'll go onto another topic. There is a Blogskins thread saying that Miley Cyrus has a changed attitude. And she really does. First, she shakes her booty in a music video. Second, she pole dances during Teen Choice Awards. Third, her father is in the audience and her family doesn't mind! Her sister, Noah Cyrus, goes clubbing in Teen Choice Awards pre-party. Their family is in a mess. I have no idea what will happen to Miley when she turns 18. Maybe even worse. Miley Cyrus fans, don't flame me. I have the right to say valid reasons and facts. I don't hate her, I don't like her. I only hear her songs and yeah, sometimes, some of her songs annoys me. And she's trying too hard to be matured. In the Party In The USA music video, she wears a PUSH-UP BRA. I was like, "OMG! She's 16 and she's trying to be 21." Some of her videos if her young    
She's on the fricking ice cream kart. Its balancing but there are pole dancing moves. And "moving my hips like yeah". She's too young to move that hips. The "YEEEEAAAAAHHH, its a party in the USA", the yeah annoys me.
Something's really wrong with her family.
Young, spoilt and way too glamarous with those clothing.

Relaxation is needed. I'm awaiting for freedom. Can't wait for 30th October. 

My brain is exploding. It is on full load and nothing more can go in. I try soo hard. I'm too tired. I haven't been smiling lately. Fake giggles and laughs are for the sake of cheering people up. I cried umpteen times and dreaded the days. I even fell asleep halfway doing things. No matter where i am, tears will still roll down my cheeks. Sleepless nights. I just think too much.

I'm far from perfect. I'm 100% worst than imperfect. I just think that sometimes, life is just not worth living. But i'll have to treasure every single moment that i have with me.

To-do list:

-Pack my room.

-Buy study guides.

-Study

-Mug real hard

-Finish my own craft projects.

-Try hard to tackle guitar and study.

-Stop crying and start smiling (seems impossible)

-Try to sleep soundly.

I have things that seem too hard to accomplish. For me. I have been a bad guitarist lately. I don't know how to tackle my studies and guitar. So i put study as my first priority and just go to the books. My guitar skills are fading away. I only touch my guitar during guitar lessons and go clueless at the song book. Someone just tell me how to handle this. My life is in a total mess. Not many people care. But at least i self-learned how to strum. But it went to waste. My dreams of a guitarist had already faded away. I'm having writer's block. I'm running out of ideas for everything. My sketchbook lacks sketches. My song book lacks written songs. My essay notebook lacks essays. My ideas book lacks ideas. I need to study. I NEED. I know i'm a sadist and i'll always be one.

I didn't celebrate Mid-Autumn festival cause i don't have that interest now. Having a box of moon cakes in the kitchen is already satisfactory. One moon cake will also do the job.

_________________

I'm PISSED OFF.

At everything.

My temper is rising and i can't take it anymore.

I'm pissed off that every single day and at every second of the day, a crazy old woman downstairs my house is always smoking outside the window. I'm sick of smelling second hand smoke at every little millimeter in my house! I close the windows and the smoke is still inside my house. Today, i banged the window, hoping for her to hear it. And i sprayed cold water downstairs. I hope that she has received the water. If she pisses me off, i'm gonna make her even more pissed off. If you were me, you will probaly explode into flames. She is the most inconsiderate and crazy person i've ever experienced in my whole entire life.

Before i was born, my Grandma had already lived here. The crazy woman too. My Grandma told me that she came up to our house umpteen times complaining that we were drying our clothes on the bamboo poles and the water dripped to theirs! And we obviously didn't have anything outside the window. And we live on the top floor. And my Grandma told me that she came up to us saying that we rented the house to foreign hooligans. Our house was NEVER rented. From the day my Grandma moved in, she has NEVER rented this house to anybody. That crazy hooligan once cursed another person with a huge knife in Toa Payoh. And she was obviously at fault. Luckily, the woman survived and is still living there. And she came up millions of times complaining that the air condition is leaking water down to their house. WE DIDN'T EVEN TURN ON THE AIR CONDITIONER!! I don't mind saying vulgar words at her. Cause she deserves it. I wish she gets arrested or fined or warned for inconsideration. Police officers and HDB people, feel free to question me about that crazy hooligan that i wish she would be experiencing what happened in Drag Me To Hell movie. I would be soo happy if that happened.

___________________________________

I'm pissed off, at Stabilo pens. I know that is retarded but i got a freaking huge blister on my fourth finger and its still there!! I used their newest LeftRight pen. I just bought it yesterday. I chose the one at the farthest to the back and now, it ran out of ink. I was exploding so i slapped the pen soo hard on the table that the cap flew to the top of my desk. And the top which i mean a few inches to the ceiling. I scribbled like hell, i slapped it like hell but to no avail, the pen is still a pisser off. No pen in this universe has been obedient to me. Its just naughty and runs out of ink even when the ink barrel is full. Correction tapes are also naughty to me.

____________________________________

I've gotta go cause i wanna go. I blogged for more than half and hour.

Bye.

UPDATEEEES!!

Children's Day celebration!! I came with a white shirt, black vest and black pants. But once i stepped into school, I SEE A ZILLION DUPLICATES!! C'mon, are vests that popular?! One P6 actually wore the exact same outfit as me and i know her. I looked away and went to do some charity work. Ya know... Did the normal assembly drills and went up to class. Our Social Studies teacher gave us sweets only. But she gave us some IQ questions. My IQ is worth average but i was 0_0.  Then we did a skit blah blah blah. Yay! Ms Tan came in. To be honest, her dress doesn't match her mini jacket. She gave us super cute sharpeners that i'll never use cause i'll be admiring it instead of using it. Then, Ms Tan distributed gifts from Mrs Lee!! Her gifts are my number one favourite! She gave us stress buns. And it smelt exactly like buns!! With cute expressions on it. I envy Fanggie. She went to look for Mrs Lee yesterday to take the pressies. But Mrs Lee didn't show up yesterday :(. But i now know why she has been offline for soo long!! Then recess. I didn't eat. I only drank my favourite fruit punch. After recess, we went to the hall. CCPS Superstar competition!! YAY! Pervin got into Top 3! Congrats!! 5 Faith has shown many evidence of us being the best class in the universe.

My other presents...

- Mug with spoon from Mdm Quah (Thanks!)

- A touching letter with two cute bumblebee clothespin from Chinese Teacher ( 愛 ）

____________________________________________________________________

Someone just entertain me!!

Ciaos!